July 2011
1 post
I’m at 69kgs now. So far to gooooo.
June 2011
2 posts
Fuck
It’s so hard to be good when everything is so shit.
May 2011
10 posts
1 tag
Not that anyone reads my blog or notices it...
But I’ve been on a fucking stupid cycle the past few months. Restrict, binge, feel shit, repeat blah blah
Tomorrow I’m buckling down
I have to stay motivated
Come on
Somebody, anybody
Help me come up with a daily menu?! Argh.
February 2011
1 post
After much deliberation
I’ve decided to calorie restrict again.
The last few months for me have been strange. It’s been me either eating nothing at all or eating too much.
I figure if I have my set amount of calories, I’ll be fine!
Motivated and stuff which is good.
Currently 72 kilos, twelve to go.
January 2011
7 posts
Anonymous asked: your a fat fuck and i wanna shit in your mouth
why dont u do that for your next diet heifer fat fuck
p.s. u skipped double and u got a tripple chin
why dont u do that for your next diet heifer fat fuck
p.s. u skipped double and u got a tripple chin
Anonymous asked: your disgusting and you have infected my gf with the idea that she is fat and ugly and she has always been beautiful and thin and i love her and i hate seeing her hurt herself
October 2010
2 posts
Lose ten kilos by December 19
Do you think it’s possible? :(
I'm back
And I’m ready to get back on track. Having FINALLY hit my first goal weight (yay!) I feel it’s time to pull myself together again.
September 2010
7 posts
So far today: egg white, green tea. 15 calories.
Slowly but surely getting back on track.
Boiled egg white and protein shake for afternoon tea. Salad for dinner.
So here's what's been happening.
I’ve been neglecting this blog (obviously) from laziness/not having time, mostly. I haven’t really been sticking to any concrete diet… Just not eating much, and eating mainly salads… I’m down to 76kilos, which is good, only 1 kilo from my first goal weight.
I’m planning on starting ABC today.
So far-
Cereal: 100 cals
Protein shake: 120 cals
How’s...
August 2010
11 posts
Why is it so hard for me to get back on track
I’m better than this.
africanshinigami asked: suppressants are FUCKED !!!! it gives you cotton mouth which makes you drink more water which is fine (i lost 6kg in a week on them), its the intense head aches i can't deal with it rather have a tummy cramp than a head ache it's so back you can't function.
HELP.
Has anybody tried appetite suppressants? What’s your experience with them, if you have?
Starting ABC diet again Monday.
FUCK IT.
Getting back on track. I can do this. I WILL do this.
books-and-bones asked: I feel your pain – I’ve lost my motivation too! I slipped up and have gained all the weight back and now I'm finding it so hard to stick to my diet! Gah!!!
We can do this - we are going to get back on track, not eat too much and exercise more...loose some more weight and be happy!
We can do this - we are going to get back on track, not eat too much and exercise more...loose some more weight and be happy!
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.
I’ve got no motivation anymore. Absolutely none. Obviously I still want to be skinny. But I just… I don’t know. I need to get back on track. I have to.
FUCK
Sooooooooo I’ve been away, eating normally, it’s all shit. My friend’s going to start dieting with me though, so I’ll get back on track. She used to have an ED so she understands the way I diet. How has everyone been?! I feel bad for not keeping track, everyone unfollowed me haha :(
Starting ABC today.
It’s almost 2pm and I’ve eaten nothing. Might have some 100 cal soup now, and some 100 cal soup for dinner. Today’s limit is 500 (or less) so I’m hope for less, obviously.
July 2010
467 posts
Reblog if you're going to kick binge eatings' ass!...
thinishappiness:
(via thedietriot)
So here's what's been going on with me
Been eating around 1000+ plus the past few days, I’m now around 79.5. Gross. Seeing as tomorrow is the 1st of August, I’m taking it as a fresh slate. Starting ABC Monday, and I REALLY need to knuckle down. More exercise, less food. I have to do this. I have to stop fucking slipping up.
Err
Fasting turned to binging, and I’ve gained a kilo from it, probably more now. What are some tips for fasting? Help :(
38.) I hate that I feel fat all the time....
thindesires:
(via lovelyconfessions)
Skin Me.: Mirror - Sylvia Plath →
I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful --
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked...
Everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner.
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❒ Taken ❒ Single ✔ Crushing on band dudes
weightlessendeavors:
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theytoldmeto asked: heyy could i please see your progress blog? address and password? :)
prettyskinnydreams-deactivated2 asked: Got mine! XD Did you get yours yet? :)